Dispite the problems we had Saturday night, I had a lot of fun this weekend. But I am so tired and I hate it.
I love you so much. I wish we could just live together and fall asleep whenever we wanted so that we didn;t have to leave to take the other home. :(
I hate waking up not next to you. I cry every morning because I wake up so early without you. I can't get out of bed. It sucks.
I miss you. I love you and I can't wait to be with you tonight.
Fri, Jan. 28th, 2005, 12:40 pm
I am really, extremely bored in class right now. That’s it. Nothing else. Sorry.
I missed you last night. We need to move out now. TOday, this second!! LOL. I love you though. How did you sleep? I slept ok once I actually got to sleep. I fell there around 12:30 1AM. It was crazy.
WEll, tonight it seems we have a packed night. I am excited but also really nervous. I think it's because I am rarely around these people and I don't know how to act around them. You all are going to be having your memory moments and I'll be sitting there going la de da de da. Plus, I'm plump. I realized that starting Monday 1/31/05, I am starting my diet where I do not eat as much as I have been. This means basically lunch and dinner. And lots of water. And of course (somehow, more excercise).
I hope it works.
School is going well for me, the edding is moving along fine (which makes me feel more at ease), and work is settling down a little finally. Everything is great and it had better stay that way. The last month or so have been so exhausting that it is hard to breathe. .....? - It's cold outside...? That's it I guess.
Wed, Jan. 26th, 2005, 08:14 am
Why am I the only one who posts anything here? I know you're busy so I try not to get so angery, but I made this for us and I feel like you don't like it.
Ok, ok, I'll get over it.
I do want to aplogize for being cranky this morning. I didn't sleep well. I kept tossing and turning. It sucked a lot.
Well, I need to work. I think I made things worse and I'll explain what I mean later.
Well I slept ok last night. Better than what I have been. But in order for me to sleep really good, I need to be sleeping next to you. I love you more than you know and I am really sorry for getting into an argument last night b/c I didn't want to work on the wedding. This wedding is the most importan thing in my life. I just didn't know how to handle you or the situtation. I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me. I enjoyed working with you on it though. I feel we got a lot of it done as far as sitting down and making some sort of plan. I think we're going to be ok. I'll try to look at some stuff today and see what our other options are.
In short, I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Have a wonderful day sweetheart. :) <3
Hello beautiful. How are you doing today? I am doing well. I keep feeling like my head wants to hurt. Oh well. I am tired though, maybe that's why. There is too much work to get done!! I hate it!!!! I love you and I had a great time with you this weekend.
Love you pookieboo.
I do, but I don't. Like my eye right now is bothering the fuck out of me. And my head is hurting for some reason. I forgot to bring something for breakfast so now I am going to be hungry and I don't like it.... BLAH
I should probably get some work done although I don't really feel like it...
I love you so much. I just loved last night at my house. You are the greatest thing to ever walk into my life!! I just wanted you to know that, in case you didn't before. ;)
Today is starting off good! Everything has gone my way and that sand-paper thing with fingernails really works. I have lots of work to do for….ever, so if I don’t post often, which I want to, please don’t get mad at me.
I love you!
I wish I could help you more than I do. I wish that things didn't have to be what they are. I wish that we were living together and had our own house, and could cuddle after a long day and not care where we fall asleep as long as we are together.
I am going to make this work. We will be living the fantises that we have. I promise. I love you.