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Tue, Mar. 15th, 2005, 02:59 pm
angel430: (no subject)

I hate work.

But I love you.

Tue, Feb. 15th, 2005, 08:29 am
angel430: (no subject)

Last night was so wonderful baby. I love you with all my heart and I always will. I loved everything you got for me. I needed all of it. I really hope you liked all of your gifts as well. It came from the heart.

I love you, I can't say that enough. I love you, I love you, I love you!!!!!

Psss... I love you!

Mon, Feb. 14th, 2005, 03:29 pm
angel430: Happy V-day!

Happy Valentine's Day to my one and only SWEETHEART!!

I love you forever!

Fri, Feb. 11th, 2005, 08:02 am
angel430: Last night

OMG! Last night was wonderful! I love you with all my heart and soul!! Every touch was wonderful, every kiss was wonderful. And yes, it all felt right. Just like you and I said. There is no one else for me. Just thinking about it today is making me horney. Everything you do to me makes me that way. I hope you are still feeling it too. This kind of feeling lingers forever in my mind.

I just had to tell you that.

I'm thinking about it now. ;)

I'll rock your world tonight and you won't be able to go to sleep.

Wed, Feb. 9th, 2005, 07:46 am
angel430: I am speechless

I really can't think of anything to say to you. I don't know what to do and it seems like you don't want anyone else's opinions other than yours and you want all of us to agree with yours. I'm sorry. Yes, I want you to fullfill your dreams of going to school and getting those degrees. But in the end, I am the one that's stuck waiting in the wings. And while that is fine with me, it also breaks my heart that you cannot see reason. I am not giving ultimatems, I am simply telling you that for you to go to an expensive school for however long and living together isn't going to cut it. There is just no way. You don't seem to see that. It's your decision, like I said last night, but you need to make it fast. I am not putting any guilt trips on you whatsoever. It's up to you. Your decision, your choice. There is nothing that I can do, nor will I do. I won't stop you from making the choices you do for your life. If you want to go to school, then we need to be put on hold as far as moving out and getting married. It's just not going to work. I'm sorry.

I don't know what else to say or do at this point. So don't bring me in until you make your decision and know what you want. I can't go through this heartache and it will be better for me to support you after you do this.

Tue, Feb. 8th, 2005, 08:19 am
angel430: (no subject)

I loved last night. I am sorry that I felt sick. Thank you for talking to me about how I feel about my weight. It just bothers me, ya know? I know you know. :-)

Lying in your arms last night was the best. Why am I so lucky? I jusst don't understand how I got this lucky! I hope that I treat you well. I fear that the most. I don't want to ever lose you.

I guess I came in to do some work.... maybe I should do just that...

Fri, Feb. 4th, 2005, 07:49 am
angel430: I just don't understand

Why you have to be this way? I just don't get it. I know you get jealous, but if you would take the time to listen to me, you would know that all last night I was reading just articles. The only real reason why I wanted the damn thing was to read about Ashlee Simpson. Thanks for runing my Friday so far. This is so rediculous. I don't kow how the hell I should act. I feel like I am five and I cannot read anything for fear that you are going to get pissed off. This shit has got to stop.

You walk by me, don't say hello, sound depressed on the phone when I call. What am I supposed to do? This isn't my fault. What hurts me more than anything right now is that you did all of this probably while I was asleep. I don't take your things and say you cannot read them. What if I thought you took that just so you could look at the chick and get off when you got home?

This shit needs to stop. It needs to be let go. YOU need to TRUST ME!!!! I can't keep doing this when we're supposed to be in love and getting married. People like that don't do this.

I am so angry as you can tell and since I am so angery, my words and phrases are probably not making sense or you're taking it on a much deeper level than it needs to be. Bottom line is this, I feel like you don't trust me. I feel like I cannot do anything, and you tell me I can, but how am I supposed to believe you when you won't give me the chance?

This isn't to make your day worst, it's just to tell you how I feel.

Please respond, I'm not going through this entire day being pissed like this and you moping around. DOn't ruin my weekend. Please.

Things were finally getting back to US being IN LOVE and SHOWING IT every 2 SECONDS. Don't take that away from me.

Wed, Feb. 2nd, 2005, 08:36 am
bleise: (no subject)

Sometimes this beautiful angel I know gets wrapped up in emotions letting them get the best of her, and in actuality, that is fine. People are allowed to feel and act upon those feelings as a right of just being a human. However it seems that this angel is troubled by her behavior to the extent she is unhappy. i want that angel to know that no matter what she does, she could never persuade me to leave. She has nothing to worry about and even though at times I might state otherwise, I know where my heart belongs and I can't think of anyway to change that, nor do I want to. I know where home is and I know where I can find my true love. Some people look in malls or bars, and I was lucky enough to stumble upon her at an early age. I am truly blessed to have this angel by my side and I want nothing more than to make her happy. If this angel wishes to speak to me in privacy, she may do so at any time. All she has to do is make an attempt. I know it can be hard, sometimes the words don't come out right, and sometimes you don't feel like you have room to feel the way you do, but deep down inside I hope that you can realize why I am here and what I am here to do. I love this angel and I want her to stay in my life to guide me through tough times and good times.

Wed, Feb. 2nd, 2005, 08:31 am
angel430: (no subject)

I love you. I miss you.

I want you to know, I am so in love with you. I will be forever. I hope you will be too.

Tue, Feb. 1st, 2005, 07:52 am
angel430: Good morning beautiful...

...How was your night. Mine was wonderful with you by my side and when I opened my eyes to see your sweet face, it's a good morning beautiful day.

I love you. I loved sleeping next to you last night. I couldn't believe I fell asleep so early! But it was nice to have you there. I love you baby!!

I hope your day goes well.

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